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Response: I'm sorry that this piece of mail was not a good experience for you. I did not intend for this outcome. This is just my way of showing love.
And, I'm sorry for the abuse that you had to experience. I don't have an answer for the Great question, "If God is real, why does He let people suffer?"
I survived a season of abuse too. It went on for years and years, and there were times I truly wondered if it would ever end, or if it would just end with my death.... My abuser was a "Christian" too.
All i know is that God got me through that time alive (i know it was Him, bc I did not have the mental/emotional/physical strength i needed to endure it.) And more, than that, i believe i am STRONGER now because of it. I have been able to help other people get through similar situations, and i had the grace to forgive my abuser. God even used me to HELP the person who abused me (bc ABUSED people hurt other people).
I'm not at all trying to minimize what you went through, but i KNOW that you have the potential to take that experience and turn it to strength. God IS there. He DOES love you. You are so precious to Him. And, He is ready to help you take season of abuse and turn it around in the Enemy's face, if you're ready to ask Him.
Also, if it provides any sense of comfort, your abuser WILL NOT get away with it. God said "Vengeance is mine." He DOES NOT tolerate abuse to the people He favors. That person will get theirs. And, it will be worse and anything a human can do to them..... He is on your side.
I pray for people bc He tells me to. Bc i believe it creates change in people's lives. And we all need that in some way or another.